I felt i was falling...no one to control ..no one to hold...i was just falling...the feeling of being relieved of all the stress and tension of ur life at times take u to a trancedental world... you want to take a deep dive in water, despite being a non-swimmer, u feel like experiencing the numbness of being drowned....how about the strange feeling that we experience that we are about to fall from bed while we are sleeping but the very moment eyes are opened..I know this has happened with many of us..the jerk felt cant be expressed still its a magical feeling that echoes inside of what may have happen if i would have fallen from bed....many a times we want to indulge ourself in things that others may forbade us to do...we derive a different pleasure when do such things...like some of my friends attended a marriage where they went uninvited and enjoyed to the limit that they think that was an achivement for them....we think its being crazy but at times let urself fall for things which will surely give you a sort of satisfaction,,,a relief from the mundane affair... try out...let yourself fall...for sure you will cherish such an experience always in your life....Life is very small,,live it to the fullest...Just leave aside the WHAT, WHY, HOW & WHERE of life and live it without giving a damn to what others may think...try it...let urself fall..I am sure it will destress you from atleast some of your worries...:))
